I think this is 49... Don't know why

So I just started crying because I am so happy that I am almost done, I have NO CLUE why there are more than 48 blog posts, honestly I don't care why either. My body is aching, I am freezing, I am hungry, thirsty, I am starting to zone out, I want to curl up into a little ball now but 1 more post to go. I think... OH I DON'T KNOW!

Who cares, what matters is that at 6am I am done and going to walk over to the couch and sleep, not even going to attempt the stairs. Nuh uh. Couch. Me. Sleep. Right now though water sounds great. I must find something to drink my mouth feels like cement.

Mom, I know you will be reading this and it is 4:38am and I hope you are having the best FREAKIN sleep of your life.

The lack of sleep is starting to catch up with me. I keep hitting my funny bone (which isn't very funny)

OK, I am becoming worn out beyond all measure. I can still type pretty good which is what is important with this whole project. Earlier I tried to walk away wearing headphones that were still attached to the computer. Didn't work out so well.

I have to tell you my SUPER sad story:

Remember how I said I needed something to drink well I went over to the bucket-o-drinks and looked for water and there was one more water left. So excited! I reach in and can feel the cold ice water surrounding it, by this point I actually have a smile from ear to ear and that is a lot considering how tired I am...anyways, I go to lift it out and it is 3/4 of the way gone. I was heartbroken. I cried on the inside. Who does that?! I bet it was the Thugs; they hate me. Sad day. What makes it even worse, I went to sit back at the computer then got back up and did it again. I suck.
No, what sucks is the fact that it is stupid o'clock in the morning. (I have been waiting to use that)

Hmmmmm..... almost time to post!